“Some things are just too beautiful to stay away from. You can’t help what you love but you can help what you like. You take every day as it comes because if you don’t, what else is left? You ask yourself about the future and time and love and you wonder who you’ll marry. Your best breaths are taken when you feel alive. When it rains you wish someone was there to watch it with you. When was the last time you felt real? Run run run until you find what you’re looking for but when it happens you wish you would have waited. Everything is happening now because it’s supposed to and you realize this by the way he looks at you. Your soul will grow so big that you’ll feel like your heart will explode.”—silverfoxes
my eyes are lying to me. fuck what is going on I can’t bring myself to do anything productive. I havent talked to a decent stranger in years and clearly I’ve forgotten how to make a friend. In method it can’t be plotted or taught, in practice shown it can’t be replicated. jesus christ. just grant me the gift of solid concentration and solipsism, for I dont want to be in other people’s shoes anymore.
my soles have calluses now. I just want to work till my hands feel like paper